It's been a long time since posting. The gap has been violently filled with work. Not work that I enjoy, but work that I need to do to carry on living in a house. I am living in the space between having just graduated, and finding a job, and it's a job to find a job.
I've made it down to the final two in a really promising role, but didn't make it in the end. It must have been close because the reasons that separated me from the other candidate were small. So I'm back to square one.
Back to square one.
I think that sums up where I feel I'm at completely. I'm not so upset at not getting a job, but the fact that until I am hired, I will be at square one. I'm so sick of square one.
Normally, I'd try to write an eloquent and hopefully use a beautiful combination of words in a blog post, normally I'd proof read. Not this time. I just don't have the energy.
Square one has an insatiable appetite for energy, it's a one way appetite, there is no return. You give and it takes, and takes, and takes. Honestly I'm not sure what's left to give.
So with that I'm done for now.
